Hope You Like It

So, you wanted to be nosy? You wanted to do what I specifically asked you not to do? Great.

This was a violation of trust, and you know it. I'm pissed. I'm furious. I am so, so hurt.

I deleted this blog to save your feelings, to save myself a small measure of privacy. It's not like all of these stories wouldn't have been made yours in time. But you wanted to do the one thing I asked you not to do.

But---I decided that I love you, even if you violated my trust-and I love my WORDS. I've kept this blog for three years. So I undeleted it. So Go Ahead. Read it. Just read it. Don't come to me with your questions, with your sorrows, with your joys in what you find-you stole all of that. But-the blog lives.

I never asked you not to plunder through my drawers, not to read the book of poetry I'd been keeping for five years-that was sitting RIGHT beside you when you decided to commit this offense. The poetry was good, too. This? This might hurt you. This might hurt me. BUT-THIS was your choice. So enjoy it. I hope you like it.

To my regular readers: Please forgive my absolute lunacy tonight. I'm really hurt. Read last night's post-it is beautiful, so beautiful-beautiful and sad and hopeful and full of life. It's one great big run on sentence. It's just like me.